tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80778142647612140792024-03-14T06:43:44.365-07:00Story of memoriesu are so important.....reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.comBlogger57125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-57017629102088391082010-07-16T07:37:00.000-07:002010-07-16T07:46:35.371-07:00Long time no see...Bout 6months i din updated my blog...dunno still got supporter ornot..<br />the latest blog said..i work at Lavender 4 months d...<br />now alry 10 months..time past so fast..<br />but i alry resign d..my resignation period until 31july..<br />guess wat is my next plan??<br />Im going Taiwan!!! (if money successful transfer to my acc lar) hehe...<br />goin thr taking a short course with chef lim (my school chef)<br />wa...if i really go ar...i take many many pic arrrrr.....<br />hehe...<br />after tht im heading to melbourne, Australia...hehe..<br />i got a job thr d...oli left the agreement contract haven dicuss..bt the outline alry okie lar!!!<br />yeah...2 travelling in 1 year...very great...<br />but i gonna miss my family much...till now thy are still my supportive fans!!(after i spend alot of their $$$)<br /><br />i love u popo, love u uncle...<br />love u mom,protect me frm heaven ya...<br />love my sister, don worry, i will buy u present de...<br />n take care yaself daddy...<br /><br />i and patrick will got a new experiance, and we definately will take care ourselve de...<br />hehe...<br />miss ya Dear Janice, Dear Zi lin, and mei ling...<br />miss ya mattson and xiao bu...<br /> (pls lar....seem like i gonna die like tht ....wakakakaa....)<br />happy ma me...also dunno wat i write d...hehe..<br /><br /> k lar...nite...<br />leave some comment lar..very boring oli me talking to myself lar...reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-68538161805754114502010-01-20T04:17:00.000-08:002010-01-20T05:15:15.384-08:00Erm..im a part of Lavender Pavilion already for 4 months lu..<br />in this period..i improve my baking skills alot..<br /><div>frm a wat also dunno de gal till now im the head at cake make up department..gee..thx alot to them tht use alot of time n patient 2 teach this stupipd meimei..</div><div>new junior coming in will be under me..i gonna teach she/he to take over my deparment..</div><div>thn i hv 2 move on to Midvalley..new Lavender bakery n bistro thr ma..</div><div>i n 1 senior baker gonna go thr 2 fight d..gaga..scare..</div><div>Gao Yi, a Taiwan baker gonna lead us till we all balance..thn he hv 2 go back to Bukit Tinggi at Klang thr..another outlet thr ma...<br />thn i n Edwin(senior baker) will be the oli 2 "old folks" thr lu..</div><div>i know i didn work at the wrong place..</div><div>i can get in this position is all my luck..if not i think i still staying at pavilion till duno whn lor~~<br /></div><br /><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9ay_MdbNz1aHOpd0MlMo_Wn-b8i57a8cobaCiWQRAlA5dGDVfQHaKQDJzL18ZlLUWVBuM72WtpFp9YZhTvH1Ou1cnED89Z5O_sOQQHCjT2nVlXJFXCqaWBsBckZtBJLr_vbrZCidPdEI/s1600-h/Picnik+collage.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5428808766202822786" style="WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 187px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh9ay_MdbNz1aHOpd0MlMo_Wn-b8i57a8cobaCiWQRAlA5dGDVfQHaKQDJzL18ZlLUWVBuM72WtpFp9YZhTvH1Ou1cnED89Z5O_sOQQHCjT2nVlXJFXCqaWBsBckZtBJLr_vbrZCidPdEI/s400/Picnik+collage.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div></div><div>is been a real hard time with andy..finally i broke up alry..</div><div>is been a real hard time i be with some1 i shouldn..a gal..tht me make me fall in love to her..</div><div>bt finally she dump me too..</div><div>struggle all long way to this point..</div><div>concentrate on my working..</div><div>cant imagine is..im in a relationship again..</div><div>with some1 older then me 6 years..bt he jus lk a kid tht alwis make me smile..</div><div>started to end other chances and kip goin on lk this will me very comfortable..</div><div>age is not the main point..his look is not the main point..</div><div>love is the main..</div><div>i don dare to say love..it jus a feel tht bond us..</div><div>he is my head chef..he is the 1 tht control all kl Lavender Bakery production area..</div><div>he is the 1 tht teach all of us..</div><div>he is the 1 tht give me advise..he is the 1 tht make me smile for this moment..</div><div>i real hope..this will be longer then i tot..</div><div>being love is the most blissful things for me..</div><br /><div></div><div>Love u Patrick!<br /></div><div></div>reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-51062899914071897132009-12-17T07:39:00.000-08:002009-12-17T07:40:15.953-08:00wil this be real..i mean..no 1 playing no 1 rite??<br />mind gonna blown up soon..<br />haix..very fan ar!!!!!!!!!!!!reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-13813981184941067102009-12-04T06:59:00.000-08:002009-12-04T07:00:01.345-08:00itz time to give up?<br />will he be happy with her?<br />im so fan ar..<br />thy r such a lovely couple..<br />im nothing..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-26179895557700622482009-12-04T05:28:00.000-08:002009-12-04T05:39:09.474-08:00To..........i und..u still lub her de..<br />cos she also been a very important person 4 u for some time..<br />she is some1 u be with for some period..<br />is good to be not cruel...considering ppl feel..<br />is a good point..u r kind hearted..<br /><br />no matter wat..the black clouds will end too..<br />no matter the answer is good or bad..<br />wat i nid is time to flow..<br />like now..im letting the fate to flow with time..<br />altou i really wish for smt..<br />bt i also hv my own probs here..<br />i might jus hv the same feeling as u feel..<br />bt..i can think..<br />n i think rite now..<br />not lk u..think nonsense..<br />rite now..the sun is to see u happy happy whn u chat or meet me..<br /><br />i found my sun..for now..<br />u found it d le ma??reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-58188196004706134962009-11-30T05:31:00.000-08:002009-11-30T05:37:02.237-08:00GERAM>>>>>>>>>im very geram now...<br />silly me oli bcos of a bunch of long hair i cried..<br /><br />tht stupiak hair stylish lar..<br />i neva have confident to let other saloon 2 touch my hair de..<br />bt i think my hair r real fuzzy now so i decided 2 give a try..<br />i hv a long long hair..jus a bunch at the back thr..<br />it till waist thr d lor..<br />i love it cos it make me proud..<br />every1 like my hair..<br />thy ask how can i grow jus 1`bunch of hair?<br />i alry told tht guy don cut it..<br />i didn realise it at 1st..bt whn i reach klcc meet my frens..<br />i look at the mirror..y so short d?<br />haix..cut d lar..<br />heart very pain lor..<br />nexttime go back to my saloon thr..<br />i hv 2 ask thm 2 cut back short short thn oli can c back my tail thr..<br />haix..<br />i love my hair..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-42159254097129087772009-11-29T08:34:00.000-08:002009-11-29T08:35:45.502-08:00I hope im not ya burden..<br />i hope everything get fine..<br />is real tire kip on lk tis..<br /><br />i miss u alot...reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-60641608283776016042009-11-28T09:47:00.000-08:002009-11-28T10:34:54.794-08:00special relation..u sure u wont lk others?<br />as long some1 continuein caring me n let me trust..<br />u so sure tuz is not tempporery if i choosen u?<br />if i think is temp thn i won think so much way 2 get closer with u try 2 make things as i wish..<br />u sure u will turn les?<br />yes..im very disapointed at guys..<br />u sure u will love me for long time?<br />i oli hoping for long blissful relation..not puppy love..<br />u sure all tis liking feeling r real?<br />is the same feeling i felt 3 years ago..tht make me damn hurt losing tht relation..<br />u sure for future guys is not your choice?<br />if 1 day love change..anything will happen..tht wil be the time both of us don trust each other nymo..<br />u really think gals is a beta option?<br />i think tht b4..b4 the day i met u..<br /><br />bt love need many support..hv 2 give out many things 2 gain it 4eva..<br />don u und v dunno wat things gonna happen..<br />example now u like others gals d..n consider 2 let go her..<br />i blif u got think all tht quest lk u told me whn u meet her..<br />now she is ya gal, mean she accept it..<br />bt c..things happen..is u dumping her now..<br />if u 1 4eva..<br />u 1 long term..u should seek 4 it every moment u hv this special relation with her..<br />not jus asking all this and try 2 buy an insurance frm it..<br />don think so much bout future..think now..<br /><br />she und.."u're rite..promise could be break even we made a promise..relationship shud be a develop feelings towards each other..promise cant guarantee anything..promise is not a final ans or a blame for everything if goes wrong..i understand..everything needs to gamble to find out truth, right? ok i got it..........."<br /><br />im glad she thinks tht is true..<br />i feeling so great now..<br />im choose to consider ppl feeling more then mine..<br />now..im consider how andy feel if everything end..<br />bt..turn it upside down..i choose her..thou i consider andy's feelings..<br />bt at last i choose to be selfish..choose my happy path..<br />tht is bcos i tried 2 love him..bt all end up with disapointment..<br />haix..i begin to think..maybe tht is not my path..<br /><br />rite..my frens said i stil young..thr is alot more good person in future..<br />so..i dunno lar..<br />rite now i don 1 think tht ending 1st..<br />i wana go thru some roads 1st..<br />who knws the ending..<br />haha..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-4607902793654581382009-11-25T05:03:00.000-08:002009-11-25T05:13:07.442-08:00A character..Thr is a character told me..<br />she felt confused..<br />she dunno wat 2 do..<br />is not her 1st time falling to someone..<br />bt this "someone" make her feel "dunno wat 2 do"..<br />it shouldn be complicated..<br />bt now it seem yes to her..<br />she miss him..bt she scare she freak him out..<br />cos she tot he also in a confused n frustrated situation..<br />she scare losing him as a fren..bt also scare thr is no space 4 further relationship..<br />wat should she do?<br />she really dunno..<br />he got a very cute gf..feeling so no confident..<br />she knw she is not tht kinda "big eyes, comic faces gals" tht he like..<br />go further..wat if it end with hurt answer..<br />stop here..wat if it end with no chance at all..<br />haix..<br />real confused for her too..<br /><br />tht character is.............................................................not gonna tel u guys..<br />knw me well then u knw..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-54745748855042353362009-11-17T05:23:00.000-08:002009-11-17T05:43:48.612-08:00Past away Bday...my bday jus past by bout a week lu..<br />erm..appreaciate those tht celebrate with me..<br />lk andy, alvin n mei hui..make me homemade cake..<br />a liltle surprise party..<br />lk lavender staff..have a liltle meal at station 1 cafe..<br />lk zi lin purposely bring me her prez 2 me after work..<br />n janice..plan 2 go eat at look out point bt cancel d cos i work late tht nite..<br />all frens r so caring..i shud be glad..<br />bt dunno y ler..i still feel is not enuf..<br />cos 2 people..some1 i felt in deep love with..didn wish me..<br />im not blaming anything..it jus if now i stil have 1 of them..my life wil be too great to live..<br />i loose alot of confidence at loving another person again lk i love them b4..<br />mayb is not the real prince..curiously..whn another him will arrive again? n fulfil my blissfulnes?<br /><br />i mis the time v cycle around my garden..n u r wearing my uncle pants..<br />i mis the time v play badminton in the evening with ya brother n sister..<br />i mis all of it..even the time v argue..<br /><br />i also miss the time u waited me finish work at snj..<br />i also miss the time u fetch me with motor..n 1 time u purposely cycle bac to ya hse frm mine to yours jus 4 a "journey to the west" cd n watch at my home..<br />i also miss your expression whn i acc u 2 tattoo..remembering u oli 1 mentos..so i choose all mentos frm the sweet box..<br /><br />thru all tis..i gain tons of sweetness and happiness..<br />i gain all the laughter n experiance..<br />i gain lot of confidence on depending on myself whn im alone..<br />i now dare to do things tht i don dare 2 do..oli dare to depend on thm..<br /><br />bt things to gain all this have to loose away a importance things..<br />losing the feeling of loving some1 so deeply..<br />mayb i hvn met..tht y i will write so..<br />i tot this is wat blog shud be..to tel wat i feel now..<br />life reali no take 2..1 steps wrong n tht is the end..no matter is happy ending or sad ending..<br />unfortune, i end with a very hurt ending..<br /><br />for sometwo i loved b4..<br />1..i loved 4 2 years..1..iloved for 1 months..<br />i wish i could tell u guys 1 day tht i really have fully let go u guys..<br />i think tht time i will be in a very blissful relation lk lastim with u guys..<br />i wonder who r u? so powerful to delete thm frm me..<br /><br />guess wat..im waitin u..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-21026028386807834342009-11-05T07:04:00.000-08:002009-11-05T07:16:49.707-08:00so tire 2day..i work more thn 13 hours 2day..stand whole day..n i eat oli 1 mini miny bread..<br />haix..y earning money are so hard..<br />sumore 2day oli few ppl work oli o..so damn tire ler..<br />if i oli sit there and got ppl give salary so good ho..haha..<br />i knw every1 wish so..<br />hehehe...<br /><br />chef Lim said he gonna bring some of his student to taiwan for a short course ler..<br />haha..i sure goin de lar..bt i think i hv to resigned my job thn oly can follow..<br />thou now im doin well in this bakery..bt i wana improve more ler..<br />go see see other country..luckily my pasport jus renew..<br />if can i really wish to get work permit thr..Taiwan ler..their bread so geng..sure got alot to learn de lor..<br />lastim i planned 2 hv my own bussiness as soon as possible..<br />bt now i think i wana try diff path..i agree with my fren's point, zhi lin..<br />she planned to work thn earn $ thn go other country and work thr for beta knowledge..<br />sumore her bro go alots of places too..i think i wana follow her lar..haha..<br />i also planned to enter Le Meridian after i quit Lavender..<br />i see pic frm zhi lin..seem alot to learn thr too..haha...<br />wish my journey start soon..and won jus cancel.<br />cos ar..smtime i plan and dream alot thn the things won come true..<br />so i really hard to blif the phrase of "dream come true"..<br />Janice say de ngam o..don think so much smt great things happen beyond our thinkin..haha..<br /><br />wish me luck!reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-8718610206523408952009-11-01T05:57:00.000-08:002009-11-01T06:07:30.983-08:00Im useless..something have bothering me this few days..<br />i keep remembering something the most sweet moment in my life..<br />bt i knw is past d..<br />i miss tht very much..i got think to get him back again..<br />bt..is more relax n happy to see him happy too..let he do wat he lk..<br />is beta oli me suffer..cos all tis bad things happening on me is actually all my fault..<br />cant blame anyone..jus im useless..<br />jus nw waiting lrt..i promise to myself..i will live properly and neva cried anymore for the past..<br />n try to put as much love as i could to this relation..<br />bt everything ruin..my bf nw r treating me so badly..<br />u can say bcos im too manja or watever..<br />bt i can feel he is not the rite guy..feel breaking up..<br />bt i scare i made the wrong decision again..i don even care to take frens advise..<br />no one und me..no one...<br />im very moody nw..am i not suppose to be in tis world?<br />i knw im useless..i ruin everything good..<br />is all my fault..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-88132051282303382802009-10-29T07:38:00.000-07:002009-10-29T07:39:46.944-07:00A stupid quest....If you are single one day...will you give me a second chance?reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-14078269399946025022009-10-24T08:19:00.000-07:002009-10-24T08:34:19.718-07:00pas 12..evry months de 12 2day..<br />wil be a important day with some1 tht real important to me last time..<br />i will prepare smt sweet..<br />or write a letter..show him how much i love him..<br />bt smt i 4get too..he is the 1 tht remember 1st..<br />thn all tht stuff will kip in a pink fail..content all our sweet, arguing letters...<br />some photos..all memories..<br /><br />if..i said if..<br />if tht hasnt happen..<br />now would be our 2 years and 9 months..<br />almost 3 years lor..<br />wat along time..<br /><br />well..is all past tense d lor..<br />so thr is no more future in this..<br />i didn mean anything..i just remember the date 2day and sudden feel smt..<br />sorry 4 being so childish..sorry 4 being so rude..<br />rite now..i wana rewind to 8 months ago..and now wish u a Happy 2years and 9 months aniversary to "Past Tense Dezzy"..from "Past Tense de Renee"..<br />don think too much..now let jus go back to reality..and everything move on..<br /><br />~END~reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-67153417302767216962009-10-23T09:11:00.000-07:002009-10-23T09:47:55.211-07:002day feels....<div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXXyzF3iSMuqZzxy1Tav_MnkD0GFdyT7E7CZxnYsdWAe1Ru16z1MDuUqygCiR0kK9uJH3Eisg7KFEk90jw-yws-gHrRudG1YEswHHFHmtqHI_N2F3_6KMN2g_wc919Id0xhdvFkC-UQ-Y/s1600-h/12102009210.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5395832703454524002" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 182px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 200px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXXyzF3iSMuqZzxy1Tav_MnkD0GFdyT7E7CZxnYsdWAe1Ru16z1MDuUqygCiR0kK9uJH3Eisg7KFEk90jw-yws-gHrRudG1YEswHHFHmtqHI_N2F3_6KMN2g_wc919Id0xhdvFkC-UQ-Y/s200/12102009210.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />cold...erm feeling cold..<br />thou im in a relation..my bf treat me also ok lar..<br />bt i jus feel he is not the 1 lor..<br />not oly his attidude irritate me..<br />also the way he act this position as my bf..<br />i begin to think..<br />if God let me choose 2 ways..<br />1st is return back to form 5..n let everything sweet begin..<br />2nd is return to form 1..save my mom and stay with family..<br />wat would i choose..<br />choose to be with my considerate ex..<br />or with my very very complicated family..?<br />i think i wan my family..<br />i realise family is important..<br />thou my mom married other..n tht i really don lk tht guy..<br />bt is okie de..<br />thn i will alwis be my mom's gal gal..<br />i won go through again this pain memories..<br /><br />smt i think till i cant concentrate on work..<br />smt i even cry out at washroom..<br />i feel im so tire..<br />and whn back home i cant feel im home..<br />cos he is not the 1 i wana c..<br />do u think i make the wrong decision..?<br />starting a relation without real feeling..<br />haix..<br /><br />smt i think i wana work hard..<br />prove to every1 tht im a independent women..<br />i wana have my own shop within a year..<br />hv car..prove them im diff..<br />smt i think i wana go for some extra activities..<br />smt lk swimming, or yoga class, or even dance class..<br />make myself more more tire..<br />stop thinking n slp..<br />thou working is tire..bt i still wish to make myself drunk 4 feel hours..<br />thou moro will be real tire working..<br />haix..<br />renee ar..y u wana think so much jek..<br /><br />alry past half year lor..i think more then tht..<br />everything should be fade..<br />bt smt it come alive again..<br />is this wat i should go thru?<br />is this my fate?<br />whn i can go thru hapi life again?<br />like those in Ipoh?<br /><br />i knw ppl also bored at my stories..<br />frens also said, let go ba..<br />even myself smt also feel so irritate at myself..<br />bt wat can i do..<br />once i place my finger on the keyboard..<br />tht wat i think lor..<br />haix..<br /><br />i really wana contrl my fate..<br />i wana hv own shop..<br />and i 1 a Honda city..or Civic..cool..<br />not enuf thn myvi aso cute de..<br />i wana dye my hair golden green again..<br />whn long enuf i wana curly it..<br />thn hair goes worst, jus cut short short..<br />lk TB..<br />bt now all stil dreamimg..<br />haix..now u really think too much lar..<br />next month JJ invite me 2his 21st bday party ..<br />Quattro Autumn Club..<br />thy say near KLCC wor..<br />erm..wana go bt who fetch me home ler?<br />haix..<br />hope everything will change more soon..<br />hope it won stay cold..<br /><br /></div>reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-48421839027666706162009-10-05T07:24:00.000-07:002009-10-05T07:40:20.381-07:002day..i..2day i went gai gai with Janice lor..<br />v talk alot..<br />not lk goin out with andy..<br />he jus will show me a annoy face whn i go shopping..<br />i alry mark down my shopping list..gonna go Forever21 shop enuf..<br />hahahahaha....<br /><br />2day gurly chat alot o..<br />chat bout my feel..feel so great after talk everything out.<br />bt nw feel complicated again..<br />v talk bout TB too..<br />thinking of finding 1 TB as BF also good wat..<br />i think thy are much more caring thn guy..<br />haha...<br /><br />i can admit i hv mature thinking..<br />bt do u think i can do it?<br />if yes..i wouldnt be so complicated nw..<br />miss goin out clubbing..<br />beer is the best company..<br />for me 2 express out a thorn in heart..<br /><br />sorry renee..i said sorry to u..to make u feel so complicated nw..<br />if im wise enuf..<br />u wouldn goin this path..<br />the other you is so not mature thn u think..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-80229640951931752292009-10-03T08:52:00.000-07:002009-10-03T08:55:50.936-07:00looking 4 the rite path?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiABD0eSYU8MAiUAapA148u5hQ129m3r4frkthByTn8S8F74gL_oJ6wdj_Q9gP1ebLdpaW25u-tb7e2wXhYxalOONSCrjE7y0KqHGU3-0FBVewXovdkEgD6ja18pEtbYSNqs5wsbnYHT8w/s1600-h/%E5%9B%BE%E5%83%8F216.jpg"><img 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cute cute Zhe zhe..<br /><br />Happy Mooncake Fest to all Sugarcraft frens..<br />Especially to Zi lin, Alvin, Mei Hui, Alex, Liyean..And everyone..<br /><br />Happy Mooncake Fest to someone i knew deeply lastim..<br />Desmond n his gal gal Niki..<br /><br />Happy mooncake Fest to SnJ KC..<br />especially to Meiling, Karmun and more..<br />and ex workers Yi Yin..<br /><br />Happy Mooncake Fest to my Ipoh Schmate..<br />Especially to hui Yin, Yong Shin, Yee Jing, Ye Sheng and alot alot more..<br /><br />Happy mooncake fest to Ipoh..<br />to my Bro, Fei, and all of them tht treat me very good and alwis bring me go here n thr..<br /><br />Happy Mooncake fest to DOne..<br />to Chung, Miko, foong, verons.. and all of them..<br /><br />Happy Mooncake fest to Lavender Staff..<br />to my 2nd head Chef..I-Zhang, Alan, Juan, Edwin and all of them..<br /><br />Happy Mooncake fest to world!!!reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-1146129151562530782009-10-03T08:20:00.000-07:002009-10-03T08:38:51.073-07:00<div>2day start back work lor..so tire..<br />actually 2day kinda relax d le lar..we 5pm lk tht alry finish our work..if everyday would be lk this thn sure nice lor..no need to work till so late.. </div><div>2day is Mooncake festival o..Did u guys hv ya dinner n mooncake with ya family?</div><div>i miss my home lor..tis year i cant hv dinner with thm..cos hv to work ma..haix..</div><div>bt ar..Lavender give me alot of mooncake ler..i think i will be fat after eating all tht..</div><div>bt ar..those i would lk to give to Janice..i buy d ler..don misund ar!! im not giving u free stuff..k?</div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiinaEmhWvZ7JAMnW5gDaUHUXYDDVlTI_f77wfwExSIUBOBgvJw0kRFTU2bG12Qqa9ha2nunhvjOXC90Drgmh4kgTNwWX3PaBiPbeFRSPycAJUgSfdb-tZOLiiLU0GZFTQjBfpE9uC2JVw/s1600-h/Photo041.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5388396223222048850" style="WIDTH: 200px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 150px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiinaEmhWvZ7JAMnW5gDaUHUXYDDVlTI_f77wfwExSIUBOBgvJw0kRFTU2bG12Qqa9ha2nunhvjOXC90Drgmh4kgTNwWX3PaBiPbeFRSPycAJUgSfdb-tZOLiiLU0GZFTQjBfpE9uC2JVw/s200/Photo041.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><div>so jealous at janice can go such good holiday..i got lil bit regret cos didn take college tim..</div><div>if not ar..mayb nw v same sch tim lor..haix..thn i also can go such good holiday with u guys..</div><div>not lk nw..feel lk stucked half way..</div><div>i wana faster faster earn $..hv my own shop n car as soon as possible..thn i won let some ppl look down at me lu..or maybe can meet new ppl..</div><div>haha..hope so..cos this year happen alot of stuff..i feel so sad n heart broken alot of time..thou time can help to erase those but is my memories ler..unless i hit a car n realy forget everything..</div><div> </div><div>y i alwiz choose the wrong way? should i blame the God for not guiding me or blame myself for not following the guide? how good if everything is under my control..</div><div>tht y..i wana hv my own bussiness..im the boss im the everything..hahahaa..turn bad d lo Rene..</div><div> </div><div> </div><div><br /> </div><div></div>reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-51569006350248666832009-09-26T16:28:00.000-07:002009-09-26T16:39:15.673-07:00is our memo..i dunno wat am i sad about..since now i alry move in 2 a new path..hv a new guy..<br />not actually sad lar..Alan said..is bcos u keep thinking your memories..u r jus miss wat had happen lastim and it won happen again..u think too?<br />Alan also said..old de din go new de how 2 come o..i heard many of these d..<br />bt smt..i rather i keep the old de and push away de new de..<br />if i make a wise decision lastim thn now i won be so trouble..<br /><br />i asked Alex 2 acc me..bt i don think so i can meet him and her ..<br />with the attidude i hv now..is a shame..<br />im a smoker which he hate..<br />is alrite is ok..at least i turn more independent..<br />i can live without men..thou i really need 1..bt still i can do it de..<br /><br />is so tire working..i gonna go to the cake section..decorating all tht..not hard lar..<br />jus don hv 2 make bread lk now oly...cos ah juan been working 2 years and she stuck over thr..<br />is time for her to move out to the bakery side d lor..<br />bt i scare thy will feel regret lor..cos im not staying long..<br />thou thr is alot to study..bt keep working non stop is hard ler..<br />unless is my own shop lor..jus hope everything get well lor..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-1254437217276769502009-09-24T16:07:00.000-07:002009-09-24T16:17:26.136-07:00u can thelp!!!!!!!!To be honestly..i really don 1 2 think bout u d..<br />human are so stupid..whn 2geta thy dunno how 2 appreciate..whn breakup oly knw how to think bout all the good stuff he treat u b4..im one of thm lor..<br />24 sept morning..whn i work..i think bout u so much..think bout how dare i say break with u..<br />think bout how late im 2 keep this relation..cos tht time u told me u r moving on..u hv a crush on other gal d.. my chef tot is bcos he scolded me thn i cried..but it isint..<br />tht y i say u cant help..it jus better don meet how sweet u both is..i think tht will slowly disappear..<br />for some moment i hope v can start over again..but now is diff..<br />thou i want it..but thr is other person related in tis..so i knw i jus dreaming..<br />i knw wat i write also useless...jus lk the story u wrote for me whn u break..<br />but i will remember Issac and Roxanne..<br />so..i tink if u won so free on9 de lar..thn i will inform u 2 9..v don meet d lar..<br />u wana say im closed minded or watever..i jus don 1 make myself sad..<br />cos wat i want i cant get it..y don jus try 2 4get and move on..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-12223197572666077102009-09-21T12:06:00.000-07:002009-09-21T12:29:42.382-07:00tire ler...i start working d lor..1 week d..<br />moro off day oh..finally..<br />i work at pavillion kl..Lavender Bakery lo..<br />emm..alot of thing to do lar..haix..<br />so tire..leg so pain o..and tht safety boots also kinda heavy..haix..<br />smt i wish i don hv 2 work..jus stay at home..i blif all ppl like it..<br />hahaha..bt human hv 2 find $ de ma..and also 2 fulfill my study..<br />intership training for 3 month 2 get my diploma..faster end lar..haiyo..<br /><br />morning hv 2 wake my bui up..thn iron my chef uni n apron..tie my hair lk ah po like tht..a big bun behind.. thn bui fetch me to Abdul Razak Lrt lor..now i rent room at cheras ma..thn reach station hang tuah and change monorail to bukit bintang..walk some steps lor..haix..<br />as a gal..of cos i don hv tht energy 2 do wat man do..tht y whn i beat the cream puff paste with hand whisk..i beat till sweating lor..lolx..<br />thn make many many diff bun and wash many many heavy tray..<br />my 2nd head chef called me Mei Mei..cos im the youngest among thm ma..thy actually treat my kinda good lor..thy knw i beh tahan the tire smt let me go bac early tim..n thy din scold me too (dunno in future lar..lolx) bt my technique kinda weak so must gambateh..<br /><br />i think i will oly help thm till new year oly..cos ar..i really wana rest lor..<br />n i planned d..wana hv my own cafe at ipoh lor..c lar..whn i can success..haha..if own business i think ok de..cos it will be my shop ma..haha..<br /><br />haix..me n my bf ar..these days got alot of arguing o..he lor..<br />suppose work at hotel de..as part time only he also can be late to work 1..thn chef sure scold de lar..<br />one word say..beh tahan! thn don 1 work d wo..haha..<br />i knw his mom very sayang him..give him wat he 1 but really hv 2 independent de ma..if not how can wo..i alry give him alot of advice bt he jus ignore..<br />he summore ar..don 1 fetch me 2 lrt d wo..ask me walk 2 take taxi every morning cos he 1 2 slp wo! geram..u knw ornot..yest here oly got gal walk alone kena rampas beg ar..haix..<br />wat kinda bf is him! i got find alex 2 talk..i told him..if keep on lk this i think won last long..<br />if he still won change..i also tire d lor..<br />haix..so many love probs happen this year..all sad sad de..heart also break down d lor..sob sob..<br />how good if everything happen again frm the beginning so tht i can choose the rite path..<br />bt...impossible lar..haix..<br /><br />is been long time i din blog lor..cos busy working ma..come back my bf keep using my laptop wo..<br />till 2day he slp d..i oly got chance 2 on9..<br />sudden wish 2 go clubbing with janice..go drink and move lk hell..lk sapo..haha..thn go see boys..<br />haha..hug my gf..hehe..tht so warm..<br /><br />to every1..im logging off..sob sob..tire ar..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-29917704092230324042009-08-24T09:42:00.000-07:002009-08-24T09:55:29.605-07:00Is....Again!!well..i grown up in a liltle complicated family..im not very pity but i also don think i grow up in a good condition..<br />is it bcos my fate or watever tht make me feel so..<br />smt i jus cant stop myself frm thinking tht im useless..althou Des lastim told me alot tht im not so don think nonsense..<br />frens around me cant stick long de wo..<br />i neva hv a very close up galfrens tht can meet everyday..chat heart words..<br />b4 i feel so i will feel diff..i tot i hv their hearts as a bes frens..bt eventually at last..<br />some things appear make me feel..(actually im not tht important to them too)..<br />is it bcos of my attidude n personality?<br />i think ya..<br />im a gal tht need backup..im not as clever n hardworking as i wanted myself to be..<br />mayb tht make gals around me feel lazy 2 backuping me again..makes them go far away frm me..<br />im jus a gal tht need alot of help..infinity de help makes ppl bored of it..haix..<br />i convinced myself not to trust gal too much d..cos they all are gals n gals change very fast..<br />bt 4 me frens are important..<br />Dear..whn u read this..im not saying tht u r not my besties..im talking bout others..<br />the besties i mean is in diff way..u are a supportive fren..<br />i think ar..u will be the only n last lo..(haha..talk lk tis lk i gonna die d tim)..<br /><br />im not tht sad nor happy..it jus i miss the day i n others gals de days..n feel disappoint tht days will neva appear again..i think..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-29086012161758004932009-08-13T09:51:00.000-07:002009-08-13T10:08:48.021-07:00long time d..Is been long time i didn blog..<br />ah ya..busy 4 open day all tht..<br />n bout half of sugarcraft also sick d ar..so scare kene H1N1..<br />haha..bt all jus normal flu lar..<br />phew..<br />Then now busy with training stuff..<br />suppose moro..friday..i n andy n zi lin have 2 go Marriot Putrajaya thr 4 interview de..<br />tht hotel not bad lar..<br />bt as long as i n my boi n my new besties can stick 2gate tht fine 4 me lar..<br />work must be happy n comfort de ma..<br />if not how 2 continue..<br />bt ar..tht stupid fatso assistant ar..dunno y go change our list 2 diff hotel d..<br />i go Hotel Istana, Andy dunno go whr..same with zi lin too..<br />is not cos tht hotel not good..<br />is jus i n my boi n besties will jus separate too far..<br />n pity zi lin ltr dunno go whr alone..<br />im the closest 2 her d..(i think gua)<br />n i choose 2 fail my interview moro..i jus cant leave them alone..<br />mayb go Spore..i alry asked Agnes 2 find cafe 4 us..sending resume till now lor..<br />busy busy..since ipoh hv ntg 2 miss..y don jus leave tht sad place..<br />jus feel damn heart pain whn i think bac..i think whn away will jus be fine..<br />same 2 kl too..i jus wana go away frm here..4get both very unforgetable humans in my mind..<br />(i didn mean 2 4et Janice Dear ar..so if u read it don blame me lar)<br />hope everything will jus fine..<br /><br />don think bout the past..<br />jus think bout my future..<br />hv my own cafe n bakery..sure will be nice..<br />bt.......damn tire working lor..<br />i think my life will cont tire till i retired lu..<br />haha..<br /><br />2day (thurs)..few of my frens include Alex lar..<br />go The Loaf at Pavilion 4 interview o..<br />i think sucess lar cos Tze Foong told me the manager lk thm ar n will consided take 6 of tem 4 trainee..Congrats 2 them!! n gt 300 allowance o..<br />i also dunno i gt allowance or not..not bad ma..The Loaf is frm Doc Tun Mahathir de ler..<br />their mini cheese cake damn attractive n cute..haha..<br />Gambateh all of u!!<br /><br />me n Andy gonna turns up 1 month d lu..<br />So Fast!! haha..hope everything will be fine..<br />moro im following him bac 2 his home town at Nilai, Negeri Sembilan..<br />scare ler..dunno how his family gonna think bout me lo..<br />hope is fine..hehe..<br /><br />Jus hope everything goes fine..<br />no thinking nonsense..(bt still can miss u guys gua..)<br />love u guys..muacks!!<br /><br />signing of..contact lens too dry d lar..blur blur now..<br /><br />下雨天reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8077814264761214079.post-22272444634865803092009-08-07T07:09:00.000-07:002009-08-07T07:38:41.546-07:00Heart words..Seem like the words i alwis asked is imposibble again..<br />very damn emo n paining tht feeling exist again..<br />the feeling is jus lk smt real important hv been snachted by some1..<br />tht important things needed 2 stick with me and now it hv be owned by other ppl..<br />jus a passage.. can make me feel down deep into the bottom..<br />cant cry out..all need 2 trap inside my mind..<br />hv 2 depends on me 2 think positive again..<br />or jus buy some alcohol and drunk lk stupid now..<br />heart is so pain..heart seem lk gonna bust into thousand pieces..<br /><br />i wana go s'pore..training thr..<br />i blif my family can take care of themselve..<br />if i go far away frm here..i can prevent myself frm hoping smt impossible..<br />stay away frm kl prevent me feel quilty n miss towards Des..<br />stay away frm ipoh prevent me putting hope onto him..<br />stay away frm m'sia prevent falling down..<br />hope can get great cafe training over thr..<br /><br />thou im in relationship..<br />bt once andy not around..thinking will fly negative..<br />wat should i do?<br />teardrops raining..<br /><br />bi..can u cm acc me now?<br />im so scare 2 be alone..<br />heart very pain ler..reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16464697673643442476noreply@blogger.com2