wil this be real..i mean..no 1 playing no 1 rite??
mind gonna blown up soon..
haix..very fan ar!!!!!!!!!!!!

itz time to give up?
will he be happy with her?
im so fan ar..
thy r such a lovely couple..
im nothing..

To..........

i und..u still lub her de..
cos she also been a very important person 4 u for some time..
she is some1 u be with for some period..
is good to be not cruel...considering ppl feel..
is a good point..u r kind hearted..

no matter wat..the black clouds will end too..
no matter the answer is good or bad..
wat i nid is time to flow..
like now..im letting the fate to flow with time..
altou i really wish for smt..
bt i also hv my own probs here..
i might jus hv the same feeling as u feel..
bt..i can think..
n i think rite now..
not lk u..think nonsense..
rite now..the sun is to see u happy happy whn u chat or meet me..

i found my sun..for now..
u found it d le ma??

GERAM>>>>>>>>>

im very geram now...
silly me oli bcos of a bunch of long hair i cried..

tht stupiak hair stylish lar..
i neva have confident to let other saloon 2 touch my hair de..
bt i think my hair r real fuzzy now so i decided 2 give a try..
i hv a long long hair..jus a bunch at the back thr..
it till waist thr d lor..
i love it cos it make me proud..
every1 like my hair..
thy ask how can i grow jus 1`bunch of hair?
i alry told tht guy don cut it..
i didn realise it at 1st..bt whn i reach klcc meet my frens..
i look at the mirror..y so short d?
haix..cut d lar..
heart very pain lor..
nexttime go back to my saloon thr..
i hv 2 ask thm 2 cut back short short thn oli can c back my tail thr..
haix..
i love my hair..

I hope im not ya burden..
i hope everything get fine..
is real tire kip on lk tis..

i miss u alot...

special relation..

u sure u wont lk others?
as long some1 continuein caring me n let me trust..
u so sure tuz is not tempporery if i choosen u?
if i think is temp thn i won think so much way 2 get closer with u try 2 make things as i wish..
u sure u will turn les?
yes..im very disapointed at guys..
u sure u will love me for long time?
i oli hoping for long blissful relation..not puppy love..
u sure all tis liking feeling r real?
is the same feeling i felt 3 years ago..tht make me damn hurt losing tht relation..
u sure for future guys is not your choice?
if 1 day love change..anything will happen..tht wil be the time both of us don trust each other nymo..
u really think gals is a beta option?
i think tht b4..b4 the day i met u..

bt love need many support..hv 2 give out many things 2 gain it 4eva..
don u und v dunno wat things gonna happen..
example now u like others gals d..n consider 2 let go her..
i blif u got think all tht quest lk u told me whn u meet her..
now she is ya gal, mean she accept it..
bt c..things happen..is u dumping her now..
if u 1 4eva..
u 1 long term..u should seek 4 it every moment u hv this special relation with her..
not jus asking all this and try 2 buy an insurance frm it..
don think so much bout future..think now..

she und.."u're rite..promise could be break even we made a promise..relationship shud be a develop feelings towards each other..promise cant guarantee anything..promise is not a final ans or a blame for everything if goes wrong..i understand..everything needs to gamble to find out truth, right? ok i got it..........."

im glad she thinks tht is true..
i feeling so great now..
im choose to consider ppl feeling more then mine..
now..im consider how andy feel if everything end..
bt..turn it upside down..i choose her..thou i consider andy's feelings..
bt at last i choose to be selfish..choose my happy path..
tht is bcos i tried 2 love him..bt all end up with disapointment..
haix..i begin to think..maybe tht is not my path..

rite..my frens said i stil young..thr is alot more good person in future..
so..i dunno lar..
rite now i don 1 think tht ending 1st..
i wana go thru some roads 1st..
who knws the ending..
haha..

A character..

Thr is a character told me..
she felt confused..
she dunno wat 2 do..
is not her 1st time falling to someone..
bt this "someone" make her feel "dunno wat 2 do"..
it shouldn be complicated..
bt now it seem yes to her..
she miss him..bt she scare she freak him out..
cos she tot he also in a confused n frustrated situation..
she scare losing him as a fren..bt also scare thr is no space 4 further relationship..
wat should she do?
she really dunno..
he got a very cute gf..feeling so no confident..
she knw she is not tht kinda "big eyes, comic faces gals" tht he like..
go further..wat if it end with hurt answer..
stop here..wat if it end with no chance at all..
haix..
real confused for her too..

tht character is.............................................................not gonna tel u guys..
knw me well then u knw..