is our memo..

i dunno wat am i sad about..since now i alry move in 2 a new path..hv a new guy..
not actually sad lar..Alan said..is bcos u keep thinking your memories..u r jus miss wat had happen lastim and it won happen again..u think too?
Alan also said..old de din go new de how 2 come o..i heard many of these d..
bt smt..i rather i keep the old de and push away de new de..
if i make a wise decision lastim thn now i won be so trouble..

i asked Alex 2 acc me..bt i don think so i can meet him and her ..
with the attidude i hv now..is a shame..
im a smoker which he hate..
is alrite is ok..at least i turn more independent..
i can live without men..thou i really need 1..bt still i can do it de..

is so tire working..i gonna go to the cake section..decorating all tht..not hard lar..
jus don hv 2 make bread lk now oly...cos ah juan been working 2 years and she stuck over thr..
is time for her to move out to the bakery side d lor..
bt i scare thy will feel regret lor..cos im not staying long..
thou thr is alot to study..bt keep working non stop is hard ler..
unless is my own shop lor..jus hope everything get well lor..

u can thelp!!!!!!!!

To be honestly..i really don 1 2 think bout u d..
human are so stupid..whn 2geta thy dunno how 2 appreciate..whn breakup oly knw how to think bout all the good stuff he treat u b4..im one of thm lor..
24 sept morning..whn i work..i think bout u so much..think bout how dare i say break with u..
think bout how late im 2 keep this relation..cos tht time u told me u r moving on..u hv a crush on other gal d.. my chef tot is bcos he scolded me thn i cried..but it isint..
tht y i say u cant help..it jus better don meet how sweet u both is..i think tht will slowly disappear..
for some moment i hope v can start over again..but now is diff..
thou i want it..but thr is other person related in tis..so i knw i jus dreaming..
i knw wat i write also useless...jus lk the story u wrote for me whn u break..
but i will remember Issac and Roxanne..
so..i tink if u won so free on9 de lar..thn i will inform u 2 9..v don meet d lar..
u wana say im closed minded or watever..i jus don 1 make myself sad..
cos wat i want i cant get it..y don jus try 2 4get and move on..

tire ler...

i start working d lor..1 week d..
moro off day oh..finally..
i work at pavillion kl..Lavender Bakery lo..
emm..alot of thing to do lar..haix..
so tire..leg so pain o..and tht safety boots also kinda heavy..haix..
smt i wish i don hv 2 work..jus stay at home..i blif all ppl like it..
hahaha..bt human hv 2 find $ de ma..and also 2 fulfill my study..
intership training for 3 month 2 get my diploma..faster end lar..haiyo..

morning hv 2 wake my bui up..thn iron my chef uni n apron..tie my hair lk ah po like tht..a big bun behind.. thn bui fetch me to Abdul Razak Lrt lor..now i rent room at cheras ma..thn reach station hang tuah and change monorail to bukit bintang..walk some steps lor..haix..
as a gal..of cos i don hv tht energy 2 do wat man do..tht y whn i beat the cream puff paste with hand whisk..i beat till sweating lor..lolx..
thn make many many diff bun and wash many many heavy tray..
my 2nd head chef called me Mei Mei..cos im the youngest among thm ma..thy actually treat my kinda good lor..thy knw i beh tahan the tire smt let me go bac early tim..n thy din scold me too (dunno in future lar..lolx) bt my technique kinda weak so must gambateh..

i think i will oly help thm till new year oly..cos ar..i really wana rest lor..
n i planned d..wana hv my own cafe at ipoh lor..c lar..whn i can success..haha..if own business i think ok de..cos it will be my shop ma..haha..

haix..me n my bf ar..these days got alot of arguing o..he lor..
suppose work at hotel de..as part time only he also can be late to work 1..thn chef sure scold de lar..
one word say..beh tahan! thn don 1 work d wo..haha..
i knw his mom very sayang him..give him wat he 1 but really hv 2 independent de ma..if not how can wo..i alry give him alot of advice bt he jus ignore..
he summore ar..don 1 fetch me 2 lrt d wo..ask me walk 2 take taxi every morning cos he 1 2 slp wo! geram..u knw ornot..yest here oly got gal walk alone kena rampas beg ar..haix..
wat kinda bf is him! i got find alex 2 talk..i told him..if keep on lk this i think won last long..
if he still won change..i also tire d lor..
haix..so many love probs happen this year..all sad sad de..heart also break down d lor..sob sob..
how good if everything happen again frm the beginning so tht i can choose the rite path..
bt...impossible lar..haix..

is been long time i din blog lor..cos busy working ma..come back my bf keep using my laptop wo..
till 2day he slp d..i oly got chance 2 on9..
sudden wish 2 go clubbing with janice..go drink and move lk hell..lk sapo..haha..thn go see boys..
haha..hug my gf..hehe..tht so warm..

to every1..im logging off..sob sob..tire ar..