can i live a better life?

May i ask the God?
can i hv a better life..
i jus wana stop loving n stop missing someone tht i don hv chance with him anymo..
i understand tht tis world have alot more guys lk him..
cos he is not tht perfect too ma..
i knw i shouldn't do anything stupid bcos of him..
n my frens all alry tire of advising me d..
bt y i cant fully control my emotions..
human are easy 2 change..bt y i am not easy 2 change tis time..
alry 3 months d le lo..seem lk yest only happen..
smt i really wish got some1 hugs n kiss me replace the missing feeling towards him..
seriously..i still cant swift him out of my heart..
haix..

faster reach july 11 lar..
long time din go clubbing d lo..
my best fren..janice bday n go out celebrate..
hope some of my fren at baking sch will follow..sure will be fun n 4get those stupid images in my mind 4 a moment..
n hv more fun over thr..
hopefully meet some groups of new frens thr..

human mind r so complicated..
human thinkin r so selfish n not mature..
human r so 犯贱..
tht call human..

hahahax...

signing off...nitenite..
muaxies..
(suppose 2 be moody de..bt my fren ar beside me keep read out my blogs in so many funny ways make me laugh non stop..tht sheng lar..haha)