special relation..

u sure u wont lk others?
as long some1 continuein caring me n let me trust..
u so sure tuz is not tempporery if i choosen u?
if i think is temp thn i won think so much way 2 get closer with u try 2 make things as i wish..
u sure u will turn les?
yes..im very disapointed at guys..
u sure u will love me for long time?
i oli hoping for long blissful relation..not puppy love..
u sure all tis liking feeling r real?
is the same feeling i felt 3 years ago..tht make me damn hurt losing tht relation..
u sure for future guys is not your choice?
if 1 day love change..anything will happen..tht wil be the time both of us don trust each other nymo..
u really think gals is a beta option?
i think tht b4..b4 the day i met u..

bt love need many support..hv 2 give out many things 2 gain it 4eva..
don u und v dunno wat things gonna happen..
example now u like others gals d..n consider 2 let go her..
i blif u got think all tht quest lk u told me whn u meet her..
now she is ya gal, mean she accept it..
bt c..things happen..is u dumping her now..
if u 1 4eva..
u 1 long term..u should seek 4 it every moment u hv this special relation with her..
not jus asking all this and try 2 buy an insurance frm it..
don think so much bout future..think now..

she und.."u're rite..promise could be break even we made a promise..relationship shud be a develop feelings towards each other..promise cant guarantee anything..promise is not a final ans or a blame for everything if goes wrong..i understand..everything needs to gamble to find out truth, right? ok i got it..........."

im glad she thinks tht is true..
i feeling so great now..
im choose to consider ppl feeling more then mine..
now..im consider how andy feel if everything end..
bt..turn it upside down..i choose her..thou i consider andy's feelings..
bt at last i choose to be selfish..choose my happy path..
tht is bcos i tried 2 love him..bt all end up with disapointment..
haix..i begin to think..maybe tht is not my path..

rite..my frens said i stil young..thr is alot more good person in future..
so..i dunno lar..
rite now i don 1 think tht ending 1st..
i wana go thru some roads 1st..
who knws the ending..
haha..